I’m taking this a lot better than I thought I would be. I love my friends so much. I can’t even describe the feeling that I’m feeling right now. I feel so great, so relieved, and so,….. clear? I didn’t think I’d have so much support out here (and back from home.) and I can’t even believe the joy and love that I’ve received. It makes me feel so great. I’m still sad about tonight, but it’s been a learning experience. I wouldn’t give up the last 3 months for anything. I learned a lot about myself, and thats what life is about. Living, and learning. Right? I should’ve listen, I should’ve made note of the signs, but I didn’t. I took a limb, and sometimes when you do that, you fall. Life is too short like my friend Patrick said. I’ll survive. Something tells me a lot stronger than what I give myself credit for. I’ll find someone. I know it. I’ve got a heart of gold, and It’s gonna shine brighter than ever.