I’ve had a lot of time to reflect, reassess, and move on. I’m really lucky to work with great people that I am able to talk to, and relate with. It’s been really great opening up and letting people in lately. I haven’t had much experience with relationships, let’s be real, so hearing how other people have dealt with them, and hearing their advice has been really helpful with being able to move on. I’m in a really good place right now, and I’m just going to keep moving forward. It’s what I always do. I deserve the best, and I deserve someone that is going to want to get the best in return. I’ll never again settle for someone less deserving than that. I’m not going to look for that person anymore, I’m finally going to take my friends advice, and just live, and let that person find me. Because when that moment is meant to happen, it will happen, and everything will be right. One thing I’m good at is learning from past experiences, and I will take this as another learning experience. Living, and learning, is something that I do quite well. Normally, I’d have ill thoughts and feelings towards the person, but I’m no longer that person. I’m glad to just be able to learn so much about myself these last few months, and I thank you for that. Someone asked me if he broke my heart, and I couldn’t answer that right away. It wasn’t so much broken, but more disappointed than anything. It couldn’t have been broken, because as much as I was willing to let him have that part of me, I didn’t. I’m a lot stronger emotionally than what some people give me credit for. Never take kindness for weakness, never.

/And of all these things I’ve done, I think I love you better now./

This is it. I’m done writing about this. This part of my story, has ended. It’s time to write bigger, and better things.

I’ve been getting to know someone this last week. It makes me a little nervous, a lot of excited, and it’s a little different this time around. My guard is high, and I’m a little bit more protective of myself, but that’s okay. I’m taking a different approach with this one.