So something happened.

The last couple of weeks I’ve been able to get myself out of my funk, and I’m starting to feel like a newer, better, version of myself.

I’ve been working on learning how to love myself. I’ve been doing a lot of meditation, self help books, learning about what my higher self is, and just overall having such a better outlook on a lot of different things. I don’t know why people fear or dwell that Mercury Retrograde energy, because I feel great.

I’m cutting ties with everything, and everyone that no longer serves a purpose in my story. I tend to hold on to things and people. Something as simple as deleting a contact from my contacts always scared me, because then I would be accepting that I have shut that door permanently. The same fear was with my social media too. I would fear the confrontation of others asking if I had deleted them from Instagram, Twitter, etc.

But who REALLY cares about that stuff anyway? I’m so glad that I don’t dwell on that anymore. I’ve always said that people come and go, and I never really took my own advice until now.

I reached out to Eliseo the other day. I’m at the point where I am okay with being his friend, and I’m glad that he felt the same. I remember being at that age and not having anyone able to relate, or offer me advice on certain situations for me. If I could be there for him, then great. He was my best friend for a moment in time, and still want him in my life in one way or another. I’m just happy that I’ve been able to shift my thought process into a more positive outlook for the future.

I’m back at the gym 10000%, I’m holding myself accountable towards my goals, and I’m feeling very positive with this new mindset.

Shift happens.

Jay